Topic " Socialization pulls to financial crisis but brings back a network"
In these two years, I tend to socialize with people out there. My parents first warned me not to do so since I am a girl. They said " after school I should back home and try to study". I couldn't agree more about their advice. Yet, I also have my own curiosity whether or not " Is their advisory equally educate between man and woman?". Yup, it is party bias.
Some said girl who hangout a lot prone to ruing reputation and weak in studying. I asked one of them " why? Can u give a proper example? ". He or she said it 's a norm while young generation these day might take it for granted. To find the answer, I engaged myself directly into those socialization. During these two years, I have been in volunteer work, outdoor trip, hanging out, and cyber user. I have known many of people from different places and school. Some of my friend come from Facebook-user and other from my volunteering. Also, some have been known from mutual friends. Normally, I talk less to newly friend. Frankly speaking, I am not a talkative person and be really friendly in the first place. In return, most of my friend who say I am helpful and friendly after they come closer to me. They knew me from my action. I don't like using verbal without action. Reversely, I did action first before I speak. In other word, I found some closer friend from my socialization. Sometime most of them doubted why we are easily closer to each other just in sparkle short period of time. I have no idea too. Well, I found my close friend's common points is the same type to me. They are wildly-played, childish ,easy going especially they love socialization as well.
About a place, some friend might thought that I am a waste of space person. They don't understand why I have been changed so much if comparing to previous years. I used to be very gentle girl and lovely girl cos I know only smiling to people although I don't know them. Indeed, they said why I don't apply any program to abroad as other friends. My answer is my family barrier. I am breaking family wall. Aside of family norm, I applied many of program to abroad but I failed. I never give up on that such a things. I know my weakness is English. It is my big barrier. I should have not careless since before. I underestimate it. Now I am trying my best to recall it back.
How about going to pub,lounge and high class restaurant? Well, I accept the fact that it might away from breaking a norm. Girl should not be there a lot. But, I harness to go there. Basically, I like going there because I want to know what it is. To socialize with people, I first need to know something out side of my zone. Other reason is my future business plan. Without knowing its market, I have no idea where the starting point is. I am not sure whether or not my business will happen in place. I love starting a business with not only profit-concerned but also contribute to society. I have a wish I have made since I was a child. That is " No hanger, No war, No illiteracy at my walking side". I want to see my people have equally right and chance to compete with others to make a progressive. Whenever I told this wish to my friend and family, they said " Day dreaming ". They said government cannot resolve those chronic society-ill, why me?. I replied quickly to them " Why are we still waiting for a rain fall in drought from god praying? Act first, god will come later".
Before to proof my family and win a bet with my brother, I gave myself a try to start up online business. That was my grateful accomplish. Normally, I earned nearly 500$ to 600$/month. Deducting expense and others, my profit was 100$-200$. That was cool in my age. To start with this business, I borrowed 30$ from my brother. It is my small pilot business. Although it took only 2 years, I learned a lot. Due to my studying and real working, I gave it up. From this experience, I believed I will be able to learn much more than that. Still, I hope to share my profit to hospital, and orphan organization. As I experienced how poor people feel once they fell in health shock without a cent of money and, how many opportunities we loss while we do not have education. Overall, it also dip into people's struggling.
By the way, there is a problem I found overall my socialization. I am broke. No choice, there is a trade off. I should learn to manage my monthly budget.
